talk about gender problems

This is what happens when you study in an all-girls school then work in an all-girls school. You'd develop a gender identity disorder. Haay..I am so weird. I thought I was over this. This is so high school. So St. Scho. So yucky. At least, I have an insight. That makes things easier to get over. Hopefully...soon. Good Lord! Asan na kasi ang matitinong lalaki sa mundo?! Ha?!


Oh well. That's who I am at the moment.

Now let's go to trashing reality tv shows. First and foremost, the very concept of reality tv sucks. Is your life so boring and useless that you should resort to finding out everything that others do? Or document whatever it is that you could document about a person? Or watch how they race around different parts of the world? It's just so pointless. Yeah, you discover how people really are. That some could be cruel, mean, devious, et cetera just to get what they want. Just to get attention. Duh. That is so old news. You don't need tv for that. There is just no educational value of any sort. In fact it doesn't have any value at all. It's all shit. Money-making shit made for those who doesn't have a life. Or those who have lives but are too stupid to make something out of it. God, it's not even entertaining. Pucha, I've tried whatching Pinoy Big Brother once or twice...I couldn't stand four minutes of it. I had to switch to another channel. The show is sooooooooooo degrading toFilipinos. It does not uphold any Filipino value at all but actually shows the worst of Filipinos...for the nation to see and emulate...for the rest of the world to see. It is so embarrrassing. Tapos, yung kantang ginamit pa e talks about how noble the Filipinos are. Pucha. Haynako. Tapos this time they have the celebrity edition. Pakshet. Talk about corruption of the mind. Television sucks talaga! I hate television. I hate artistas. Okay, hate is too strong a word..and I do watch movies and tv. But man! The world is so full of shallow people na nga tapos you put them in pedestals pa. No role models for the youth. Haynako. I am so affected. Kasi naman e...si Bono lang ba talaga ang matinong public figure ever in this planet. Dammit.

Tsk tsk tsk...if KD could read this, I bet she'd say what she told me before...when I was ranting about the dire economic state of the country: Alam mo, iyan ang sintomas ng mga taong nasisiraan ng ulo.

Thanks so much. She's one great friend, KD. Well, she's right. And knowing full well that insanity does run in my family I should be careful about worrying too much about social issues. Pero ang sabihin niya...she is just rich and dense and apathetic. Pakshet.

I need money. Plenty of money. I have to be filthy rich. I need to buy myself a new life. Not that I am completely dissatisfied...I am not shallow, excuse me. My family needs it. Badly. If we don't I'd be content with being a teacher for the rest of my life. Err...uh not really. Still... I would not plan on slaving abroad just to save up for my siblings' medical needs. Kasalanan 'to nila e. Nila, meaning my tita's. Hate them.

Good Lord.

I have so much to do!!!!!!!!! And so little time. Actually, I do have the time but I am a die-hard procrastinator and a whiner. So....I better update and improve my friendster account. Don't do today what you can do tomorrow. Hehehe.